the friday zombie

friday is the most anticipated day of the week for me.. after class i always catch my amazing race. it shows me how eager people are to win, teamwork, how certain itsy things actually do break the spirit of the team of 2. its amazing, truly! friday brings abt the end of the weekdays, a start to the weekends. where i catch up on sleep and friends even tho however, the focus would be catchin up on school work soon.. friday also spells mahjong on certain times of the month.. friday jus rocks my socks. however, friday mornings are the most boring ones. making u feel lost and unmotivated. 4 days of lack of sleep is good enough, and to have friday to add more loss of sleep, the whole system is completely ruin. like mine.. so im on friday, and im walking ard like a zombie (minus the hoppings and no talismens please!)

so last night was a rather late night. turned in at 1. i jus realised how lucky i am that my boyfriend aint that bastard. mayb its not being a bastard, its the ego problems within a man. i seriously dont approve of my boyfriend doing such things and discussing it within a group of male bastards as well!!!! it angers me to know im taken for a fool.. but last night was also a learning time for me.. i finally got an answer to what i was lookin for.. i finally am truly convinced not jus by my own judgement but by the logic behind it as well. it aint that im a spare.. it aint that he cldnt get her.. he jus realised he actually really loved the one he had all along..

so tmr's an awesome day. blading! Lord, good weather. amen!